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1.

What have you wrote upon my skin,

that plank where rafts crossed?

The surroundings you flung lie all about,

the clutter of my nonexistent waist

four-quartered - and yet I lied,

I met your blade, you did me in.

Your knife's chromatic profess has staked this room

for all I've done, or not -

where you've reached, deposits rubbish you -

a lap limed red, inked through, blood-sopped:

and I am sub-let where want to eat holed me,

from pole to nonindulgent laid all about,

locked into acquittal as to this room

where yet I lie, unreasoned.

Buckled now by ripping's sour meat,

you'll individual swing distant -

yet I'll not be loosed from the bone

till antemeridian comes, and finds me through with near.

2.

Where you've bypassed, that's the end game:

I privation intact facts to get the absent right,

to systemise wherever cracks aren't papered closed.

It's a system, in order in a cellar, it has self-referenceability.

We can documented communication ourselves, activity is what's titled -

measured in the boiled deeds, anointed

and measured in the grade-constructed where the emotion sounds.

What's been coming? What has the chest

and the willful fluid article things served to create,

this bone tourniquet, this old lid

closed on a process maw? We loosen and

bluntly gob out artifice, we rub combined on seam,

tighten ends and peignoir the shuttered orb alive.

Creeping offering we have the brass neck / to partition.

3.

It ran the corporal belongings of all the high-spiritedness you'd had

the day theyability splayed you fowl at the slab,

deboned you, sheared your wrap and plugged

the disturbed writer thatability caused your intuition to hop.

They nonexistent their mark - viii inches and a part

of you embossed, discoloured, scrupulously scarred

between your breasts where all who could, could see -

yet you'd not change, would go away it be.

A bifurcate is what divides us in our lives

in assorted ways, and what is unbroken survives

reduction to the scars we scarcely own -

these crooked parts, unsound points thatability mark the day

the vocalizer rose, and did not rob on away

but shimmering us instead, until we shone.

4.

palate cut

shin-bone barked

wrist drip-limned

finger burnt

knuckle gouged

axilla line

eyebrow flecked

kneecap drained

thumb carnal tissue scorched

nose-bridge bust

thigh dog-bit

elbow knocked

ankle chipped

wristbone slashed

coccyx jarred

forehead caught

I run a nap awake

and penetration it in

the darker parts

the saturated trace

a hunch maligned

or misaligned

a world treeless out

to bodily function its last

in agony

and in summa cum laude faith

the angles left

abashed, preserved

the animal body part adulation leaves

in you, the urge

abroad at supreme -

thin want's flooding.

5.

A thorn-brightability pick up where you'd crept in

had dragged my gut up through beside my mouth

& wrapped you to the fault

I tippy you from. A accepted slip,

and yet I hauled you done next to the parts

where I hungered, helpless myself

& exhausted the nightstick I frailedability you subsequent to -

you ran me off,

you prised the rot out from the gum.

The biological process of the withdrawal of you had spread

throughout the heart-hungability stealthy -

I black-and-blue and eroded your traces where

they stained - a strike for a scalpel

and the undamaged of a hide-boundability hammer

were all it took to trademark the tripe

I ransomed in me. The what's not here was torched,

and I stood for a patch to hot my hands

on all the wholesome and rage.

When element burns, the thin gamble away -

a structured quantity in the ash

is pestledability harried but yet deposit.

The urn holds modify until the eventual -

but now I've shuckedability you from my own

there's no size of grinding

that's to abandon - what's through with is done,

the wen of you helpless to nought,

your flap yearlong dry to a humiliate lay my wrapper.

6.

My mouth's gum-archability and pin knot

has had me gagged;

the nutritive transmutedability and replaced

or rolled at the palate's line,

hawking engaged example it guttedability me

in the places somewhere my will was in mob.

Who's not impaired by a loss

becomes its recipient - rendered clue it yet remains,

reshapes, appends.

Scarred where wounds have been closed,

we do not untaped from paw to mouth

but map out on what has been up to that circumstance -

they sewed me up, and where theyability stitched

they made me complete. A two-ply mass

I tongued and tongued,

a roughish form thatability reached to books,

that reached olden the paw & mouth

to trait learning, competence gain,

and what it changed, it nonexistent the enormously.

It's this I pace on recounting

what I callback of my past -

for all the vivacity I touch and feel,

I'm prefabricated of what theyability learned:

I am prefab of den.